Hello Friends, What a Great week

Posted April 18nd by VenusDeMila

Arrived in LA last Friday and have been shooting everyday with the exception of Tuesday, which was spent with very special Friends. It's amazing how much can get done in ten days and how much can be enjoyed.

Saturday: April 17th was a nice evening shared amongst Friends at the new Club Eye Candy on Lexington Avenue in LA. It's a beautiful club with a full dungeon downstairs which consists of a suspension room and demo area, an impact play room which houses the fine craftsmanship of DownTownWilly's spanking bench, a St. Andrews Cross and Bondage table. Across from that room is another room with beautiful Leather bound wall suspension racks! and the most delightful throne..... pictures to follow soon. You can see a few already posted to my website.

Saturday: late night was shared with Friends at The Lair off Lankersheim in North Hollywood. Always a crowd and more play space then you can shake a fist at... if you were so inclined. I found myself hanging from the suspension rack and then feeling rather cagey shortly thereafter. Believe me when I say, I still have the bruises on the back of my thighs to prove it. Those pictures are also posted in the image galleries.

Sunday: was spent shooting all day at The Lair where I had a delightful time talking with Sire Kane and his two lovely Friends. One of the Girls had the most adorable little chocolate brown doberman pincher pup... i wasn't sure if i wanted to kiss the puppy or put her in a paris hilton bag and include her in my shoot! too cute! have a new gallery posted with one of the lovely girls and myself on my website, just posted today! Gallery 2.

Monday: was spent in Hollywood shopping about for new corsets and shoes!

Tuesday: was a large slice of Heaven and could not have been spent in a more loving and comfortable space. I am truly grateful to the grounded and loving people I have met in the last several years in the BDSM community. So many fine, creative and intelligent people. I learn so much from so many that I am thankful that I'm paying attention. I just want to make sure I'm always giving back. That's what it's about for me. We're all in this together! and I get it.

Wednesday: I was a guest on The Rev Mel Show for the second time! I just love the Rev Mel Show @ TalkSexRadioTSR.com Please check her out! Always educating, Always entertaining, Tony Bones interviewed me and asked me questions relative my life as a slave and my training etc, it was a good time for me to share in more detail about my journey and answer questions from someone who is curious about the world of BDSM. It felt good to share.

Thursday: was spent in a private dungeon with a highly sensual and extremely erotic Friend who just happens to be a sizzling hot Adult Entertainer. What can I say? Not only is she Beautiful, she kisses me like she'll never see me again and is beyond talented with not only a flogger, but also a riding crop and cane! I had the most amazing appetite for grabbing, sucking and licking her Beautiful Ass and Girlie bits. We both had so much fun with clover clamps too. By the time we were finished I wanted to hang upside down from the rafters until I left subspace. Which I'll have you know was not for several hours. Yes! Can hardly wait to share those pictures with "All of You" Those will also be posted to my website @VenusDeMila.com.

Friday: was spent back at Club Eye Candy in LA doing a very lovely and quite nasty, I might add shoot! Those pictures will be posted to my website @VenusDeMila.com within the week. You can expect to see a selection of toys, highly erotic play and a rather provocative surprise! .... Delicious. I think even my most frequent Friend viewers will be squirming in their seats, I can hardly wait to read the responses!

Saturday: was spent with Friends whom I love and adore and would give the shirt off my back. Then back to the Hotel where I had some special time with a tub of my Hummus Quartet, water crackers and a fine bottle of Chateau StJean Cabernet Sauvignon... ahhh some time to relax. I always find when running about and no time to eat that something as simple as hummus and crackers is very satisfying. The simple things in life. I am so silly, i forgot my Drivers license and a second ID at a studio, something I never do. It must have been the head in the clouds thing, I can't be sure. Anyway it gave me a nice excuse to go back, not that I needed one.

Sunday: I head back home to San Francisco which will provide me a lovely six hour drive. The thing I love the most about driving is the solitude. The open road before me and time to think. Just be one with the machine and sort it all out... relive moments and recapture visions. Think about what needs to get done and what needs to be laid to rest. Sometimes I get emotional on long drives while thinking. I think about all the people in my Life that are near and dear to me, those who have made a significant impact. I sometimes cry because I don't want to say goodbye... It's all going so fast and Life is so precious. If your reading this now, know that I write and share my Life with you because I know, I wont be here forever and I want to leave something behind, a small reminder that I was here. That I lived my Life and Loved people and cared enough to share myself and my feelings.

That's why I say "we're all in this together" because I know I'm no different than you, I'm just me. Thank you for sharing my journey with me.

Lots of Love, VenusDeMila~

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The Creature - John Green of JG Leathers
Posted April 2nd by VenusDeMila

How could I have anticipated being put into "The Creature" really? I have had over a week to analyze my experience in John Green's creature suit.
Evidently, that has not been enough time to articulate in writing the full spectrum of my feelings as it pertains to the experience. In my dedication to post the pictures of myself in "The Creature" I shall endeavor to share with you the intimate details as I recall them.

Thursday March 25, 2010 was a cold and overcast day. I was enjoying the company of Friends at Twisted Clinic / Medical Toys in Northern California, Eureka to be exact. I had been asked by John Green of JGLeathers only a week prior to shoot and more importantly enjoy the experience of "The Creature" in all honesty, I initially stated to John that I did not think I was mentally ready. After our phone call ended, I sat at my desk, hands nervously laced and white knuckled and dug deep. What am I so afraid of ? How can John Green know I am ready for this experience this adventure and not myself ? I took some time to ask myself the hard questions, to go within and analyze my fears and it came to me! My fear was being completely immobilized in "The creature" with an altered sense of reality to the extent that I would be isolated. I would be suspended from the ceiling by John's rigorously thought out contraption of multiple sensations.

A prison if you will, made for a man who is deeply respected and intense in his journey through this world of BDSM. I called John back after some time and we talked at length, I expressed my fears and he listened intently. He reassured me that If I was not ready for the journey in "The Creature" that he would understand. We talked a while longer and I thanked John for listening and expressed my gratitude for his offer and that I was ready to move forward with the experience. John was delighted and the date was set for the experience wherein it would be properly documented photographically by Twisted Clinic.

Twisted clinic had just finished the completion of their "White room" and felt that would be a magnificent back drop for the shoot.

My entire being will be controlled, my breathing being mildly restricted through a mask which when put over my face is then attached to John's Bubbler Bottles with the mask tubing. I am forced to breathe by pulling the air through the water. My bodies skin (the largest human organ) will be completely covered in a hand fashioned and carefully designed rubber suit, layer upon layer. A hood covering my ears, and blocking out the noise of this world. I will be defenseless and giving over all control to another, whom I trust implicitly.
Even my hands will be bound behind me by cuff, chain and then locked into place. The dual gloved hands with the outer layer being of thick bulbous rubber wherein, I cannot move to feel anything other than their glorious texture. Placed inside the full rubber suit and then the task of putting on the heavy rubber chest harness.

Two round holes cut out for each breast to be thrust through for the electrical rubber cups to be suctioned into place. A large beautifully made Axmar steel collar will also be put into place on top of Johns rubber neck corset. My movement and mobility restricted immensely. A chain suspended from the ceiling locking the collar into place. Suspended from the ceiling by elongated springs, strategically placed and securely fastened. The breast cups are circularly intwined with brass conductor wire, in addition are the large rubber suctions cups which are also inhabited by deeply immeshed conductor wires. They are lavishly covered with the conductive electro gel before being securely fastened into place over my nipples and breasts.

The boots, specifically picked out by John Green are then laced up and put securely into place by the man himself. How lucky can I be? I ask myself. A thick chain is attached to the two Axmar ankle cuffs which are then locked securely into place. In addition a steel leg spreader bar is securely locked into place. I am not going anywhere anytime soon and I have accepted my fate there in the white room in "The Creature".

A long deeply penetrated vaginal shaft made of polymer with vertically inlayed electrical strips is heavily coated with conductive electro gel made by spectra Gel / 360. Attached to the polymer shaft is a rather long pole extension which resembles a billy club. It is painted with a black sheen and screws into the polymer shaft of the inserted electrical device made by eros tek. It has now become a dual pole, two wires which facilitate electro stim = stimulation or often referred to as "Tens Play" or e-stim. It looks menacing, only because it is. The dual pole is hooked up to two super power boxes with an electrical maximum of 99% will I even make it to 10% ? I secretly ask myself. To try and move or squirm loose only lays way to more extreme movement of the shaft driven deeply into my vaginal walls. John moves the extension around and I immediately stop in mid movement to prevent another extreme sensation. It is now time to climb the ladder and begin the process of being hoisted onto the elongated springs. The strong and strategically placed rings on the rubber vest were carefully planned for just this moment. Completely covered in rubber John purposefully turns me to him and looks right into my eyes, he say's Venus are you ready to experience "The Creature" ? while not losing eye contact for a moment, I respond yes Sir. I realize my eyes are as wide as saucers and can feel the adrenalin coursing through my veins. I am now in a hyper observant state and taking in every movement, sound or sensation around me.

My body is adapting to and coming to terms with the fact that I will soon be suspended off the ground in a suit that is very heavy and constrictive. What will it feel like? I want to know in the best way. The ladder is carefully moved to the precise location for hoisting and John has now taken my right arm into his hand and is walking me to the ladder. The weight of the suit around me is felt in the boots beneath me. I could be a deep sea diver or an Astronaut, I am taking a journey into a deep and dark place where all of my senses and survival are based on carefully measured choices. I want to go! I want to invest myself in this voyage and come out the other side. Why did John offer such a unique and life changing experience to me? I am humbled.

Ever aware of Johns hand guiding my arm I am closer to the ladder. I hear John say ok, Venus step up onto the ladder, his arm still securely in place, I begin my voyage. With every step, I am going closer to the place of lock in and of lock down and that reality is thrilling. Once I am at adequate height John is now on a ladder behind me and begins to pull with great force and magnitude the springs from above. As the first spring is locked into place I immediately begin to feel a sense of elevation. Is this feeling psychological or physiological? I cannot make the distinction, the journey had begun. I can hear and feel John behind me and all of my senses are playing out in unison, like a stradivarius playing off into a distant wooded area. All six springs are now in place and I am unable to ascertain the distance from which I am suspended. Intriguing and exciting all at once. I feel John take the chain suspended behind me and lock the Axmar collar around my neck into place. Next will be the chain that locks onto the already chained and locked Axmar hand cuffs securely behind my back.

John then and with great concentration walks over to the power boxes and picks up the electrical leads. As he walks over to me he looks me in the eyes and tells me, Venus I am going to hook you up to the power boxes now. My heart begins to race as my voyage takes on a different feeling and more curiosity fills my head. Will I be able to handle the feelings "The Creature" exhibits? When the power is turned on, will I follow or will it be a sensation to be in full submission, from a more masochist mind set? Either way I will derive pleasure, I tell myself. John carefully screws in the electrical leads to each breast cup, I can hear the sound the metal makes and feel the threading ever so lightly as it tightens. The heightened sense of feeling and sound are nothing short of fascinating to me. John then walks over to get another lead and walks over to the dual pole that is securely pushed into me vaginally. As he screws in the lead I can feel the threading sensation up into my pelvic area. I feel John tug at the heavy harness which is securely fastened around my pelvic area. I am not going anywhere, John tells me as he looks into my eyes and I know this is true. As John turns to walk back to the power boxes my head is following and eyes are in concert with his every move.

John begins by attaching the breathing tubes of my mask to the bottle bubblers, I am now beginning to feel the restriction of the breathing and am forced to re-adjust my mind set. Instead of panicking, I am now critically aware that I must acclimate to my surroundings at once. I dig deep into my minds eye and find my happy place so that my voyage will be a pleasant one. My breathing becomes very deliberate and focused, I am slipping into sub space and I love it. John, in orderly fashion calls me to attention and asks how my breathing is? I answer quickly, fine Sir, Thank you Sir. John tells me he is going to start to escalate the electricity now and will watch me intently as we build up the sensation. I say Yes Sir and John begins. First he starts with my breasts, looking intently into my eyes he asks me if I can feel anything? I answer no Sir. With eyes focused on his hands, I see John begin to slowly turn the knob on the power boxes. I begin to feel an electrical current on my right breast, the flesh feels as if a sharp pencil has began to encircle my breast flesh. I begin to make a noise that had John asking me if I am ok? I say Yes Sir. He asks which breast I am feeling the current though and I quickly answer, right breast Sir. John says good. He then begins to turn another knob and I feel the same sensation begin on the left breasts flesh, what an amazing sensation. I could feel the stimulation to and through both breasts and deep into my nipples, I knew my nipples must have been rock hard inside the tightly fitted breast cups. I was increasingly aware of the dual pole that was securely holding into place the polymer shaft plunged deeply into my vaginal canal.

My head was filled with emotions two fold from the anticipation and now the reality of what I was experiencing. They were finally melding together and it was lending to one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. Being in "The Creature" is so much more than a physical experience, I am pressed to find words which properly articulate my voyage. I knew the time had come, where the electrical stimulation was now going to course through the inside of my vaginal walls. The build up was intense and as much as I wanted to feel and experience the sensation, I was also feeling trepidation. Something new, something I had never done. John changed the electrical sequence and motions on my breasts a few times until he felt I was at an elevated point where I could derive both the sensations of pleasure as well as pain all at once. He then looked at me and asked if I was ok? to which I quickly responded, Yes Sir.
John then followed by stating, that he was going to turn the e-stim on the vaginal area? looking him intently in the eyes, I said Yes SIr. I closed my eyes and took in a long deep breath through the rubber mask. Both the smell of the rubber and the warmth of my encapsulated body skin had me feeling high and extremely satisfied. As the first small signs of electro stimulation began to fill me, I was quietly observant of it's effect on me both physically and psychology. This new sensation, I was now presently one with. John asked if I could feel anything yet? I answered yes Sir. He couldn't hear me and it was then I realized I wasn't being loud anymore, I wasn't really there in that room anymore, I was off somewhere else orbiting the earth and taking in the splendor. I had a dream many years ago, eighteen to be precise, I was floating above the earth and could see a beautiful silver cord which was attached to my being. Where it went from there, I have no idea and was of no concern to me. I remember being consciously aware of the fact that I was in outer space and had absolutely no desire to return to earth. I was taking in the beauty and wonderment and quietness up there. As I looked back down to earth's surface, I recall my fondness for her, she was my bodies home, but not my souls. After a time, I became aware of the fact that I needed to get back home to insure my body would not perish. I had to make a conscious choice to go back to my body even though I really wanted to stay. That is a very similar feeling to what being bound in John Greens "Creature" was like for me. As the electro stimulation was raised time and time again, my body and mind were taking in every last electrical wave with full enjoyment. Wave after wave coursing through my body on my maiden voyage enjoying every living breathing moment.

John had asked me a few times if I was ready to come down to which I responded No Sir, not yet. I know this gave John great pleasure and for that, made the experience equally satisfying for us both. When the duration had peaked and I had to make the conscious choice to come back to earth, I was taken down with the same attention to detail and care as I had been given while being dressed and hoisted. To say that the experience was anything short of life changing would be a disservice to both me and the people who were responsible for getting me to that very place in time. Once I was taken down and "The Creature" was removed from my being, I was in a very serious sub space and in need of rest and total quietness. This atmosphere was provided me in the most loving of ways and I am forever grateful. John Green, what can I possibly say? meeting you has been a tremendous honor and privilege . To know that you are so well respected and coveted by so many across the globe, I can only say this. Never in my time on this earth have I met such a fascinating, intelligent and insightful human being. You are kind and gracious and you don't have an arrogant bone in your body. Your garments are the direct result of a creative genius and I am a changed person as a result of having had the experience to wear your creations. Our time spent talking and shooting and dining together over the last few weeks has been nothing short of joy and sincere affection.

Thank you kindly for offering this slave a chance to experience "The Creature" in it's full glory. In addition for being so attentive every step of the way and equally for knowing when to stand back and let me soar. I will never forget it as long as I live, you have my word.

Respectfully,
VenusDeMila~

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John Green of JG Leathers
Posted March 20th by VenusDeMila

It has been a tremendous honor and privilege for me to shoot with John Green of JGLeathers. I knew virtually nothing about him prior to meeting him other than a few warm and kind shared emails.

The first time meeting John was one I will not soon forget. I walked into the home of my Friends Dale and Mark of SeriousBondage.com and there was John standing in the kitchen with his hands busy on his five point clamp ensemble. Little did i know at that time that i would soon be finding myself in the most magnificent subspace as a direct result of wearing Johns five point clamps. initially when talking with John i was taken by his unwavering kindness and beautiful energy. It's hard for me to articulate who John is on the limited time I've known him other than to say he is a genius inventor and one of the most sincere and interesting people I have had the pleasure to meet.
As John and I talked about the details of our shoot with SeriousBondage.com he asked me to follow him into a room where he had several large garment cases filled with various assortments of hand made, custom hear. The range from Latex, to Rubber to Leather to Steel was a virtual head rush. How can I explain seeing all of this laid out before me and then having to actually pick which ones i get to shoot in? There not enough time in one shoot even at eight to ten hours. I must shoot with John again, I tell myself.
As John began picking out items and showing me the finer details and intricacies of each item and how they work I was silent. Each item John has created has some form, fashion and function that goes along with the wearing the creation. As it became clear to John which items he wanted me to wear in the shoot,
I was becoming increasingly more excited to feel them against my flesh. We started with the five point clamp ensemble which is a deliciously mind gripping device attached to the septum, both nipples and both outer labias. John asked me to sit at the table in front of him as he began the careful task of putting the first clamp into my nose and gently moving up the septum. Then came the slow and careful process of clamping each snuggle into place with a needle threaded key. Initially the septum clamp only made my eyes water a small bit other than that it was a recognizable light weight to my nose. Then John began to add the nipple clamps, my nipples are rather large and extended as well as pierced so it took a small amount of manipulation to get them on and fastened properly. John taking great care and time to attach them while asking if i was ok every step of the way.
Once they were on John added the chains which all join at one point and drape from a leash of the same chain link and size. Was I in for a surprise! Once the clamps were securely in place, John began to gently tug at the end of the leash. Immediately I sat up at full attention and my head went up.
To say that the leash commands attention is an understatement. Having never experienced any nose device before I had no idea what to expect and must say it was a very pleasant surprise. It's not just the nose clamp however, it's the full on five point attachment that puts the person wearing it into the most delightful head space or in my case sub space.
.With every maneuver, be it walking across a room, or kneeled at attention the sensations that run through your mind soon follow to your body and it is a most satisfying space for anyone. Thank you so much John for allowing me the opportunity to experience such a wonderful sensation. I will soon be purchasing my own five point ensemble.
Next John brought in his water bottle bubbler which is a delightful ensemble. The rubber torso garment has beautiful silver inlayed snaps and breast holes which when snapped into place allow the breast to junt out through the holes creating a great sensation.
John then applies the long rubber gloves which have squishy padded hands so that you loose the sensation of feeling anything other than a warm fleshy feeling. Next goes the gas mask and then the bubbler bottle is attached and all hoses are attached. Soon the breathing becomes labored and you begin to hear the bubbling of the blue mixture attached in the harness behind you.
You are breathing through the hoses and you learn quickly to measure your breathes and relax. It was a sensation I was new to and thanks to John Green am now hooked on. What more could John have in store for me? Only the most beautiful black latex hood and black latex posture collar and yes a black gas mask. Then after those were removed an additional black and red leather hood and posture collar.
All which are seen here in the VenusDeMila.com Gallery. John also has a beautiful set custom made silver metal leg and arm spreader bars. Quickly after seeing them he had me strung up in the studio at SeriousBondage.com and then to my ecstatic surprise John brings out the most gorgeous hand made silver bra from germany which he straps onto my bosoms.
The initial sensation was oh my these are cold against my nipples, then short order they begin to warm from the bodies heat and feel so good against the flesh. Ah, i have been so lucky to have the experience to wear these garments and creations by John and to feel first hand the different effects that they have on the mind and body.

John Green and I will be shooting again tonight at SeriousBondage.com and I will have a huge surprise for ALL of you die hard John Green of JGLeathers Fans! So many of you have asked Venus, has John put you in the creature? Venus, will you be shooting in the creature? I am pleased to announce that yes indeed, John Green will be putting VenusDeMila in the creature and Mark and Dale of SeriousBondage.com will be capturing it for all to Enjoy. Those images will appear on VenusDeMila.com very soon for your pleasure and enjoyment. What can I say other than John has had a profound effect on my life in ways I am certain have not fully unraveled as yet. What a joy and delight he is and i am forever thankful for his Friendship and Wisdom.
Kindly, VenusDeMila

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The Rev Mel Show
Posted March 16th by VenusDeMila

Tonight was an absolute blast on The Rev Mel Show in Hollywood California.
The Rev has such a lovely and enthusiastic way of interviewing her guests.
I had so much fun and she immediately made me feel at ease and comfortable
in her studio.
The questions that the Rev Mel asked of me were both thought provoking and intimate and I truly appreciated her format. We share an awesome energy with each other that is quite intoxicating. The Rev Mel and I also had a lovely time doing a D/s shoot in her studio after the live interview had taken place. She truly is a beautiful woman and a true pleasure to get to know. I will be posting the video from the live interview to VenusDeMila.com
as soon as I receive it from The Rev Mel Show.

Thank you so much for joining us this evening and for following in the Adventures of VenusDeMila.

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The Rev Mel Show
Posted March 14th by VenusDeMila

On Monday March 15, 2010 I will be interviewed "live" on the highly entertaining REV MEL SHOW. All you need to do to view the Live broadcast is to go to TSRnetwork.com ~or~ Talkingsexradio.com on Monday from 8:00pm PST to 10:00 pm. PST The Rev Mel is always fun and lively in her interviews and you may learn something new about me.

About The Rev Mel Show: The Rev Mel hosts a Live FREE TV show on TSRnetwork.com and Talkingsexradio.com that airs on Monday night at 8 pm pst called The Rev Mel Show. TSRnetwork is the First Free Kink TV broadcasting that airs live and recored shows about all sorts of Kinks and lifestyle. On the Rev Mel show they talk about adult lifestyles but mostly about BDSM and mix a little humor in the mix. They interview guest like Jay Wiseman, Guy Baldwin and so many other leading leaders in the BDSM Community and the adult industry. Hope you enjoy the interview

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VonGuttenberg Fetish Ball
Posted March 14th by VenusDeMila

On Saturday March 13, 2010 I attended the VonGuttenberg Fetish Ball. It was hosted at the Glas Kat Club with MC KingFish in San Francisco. There were so many stylishly dressed Latex and Leather clad people to be found. This seasons Latex dresses were in many colors and fashions it was great to see the beautiful ladies parading about.

In attendance for the evenings festivities were the ever talented and Dalton of SeriousBondage.com as well as Nathan from LA (model) and his beautiful submissive. While enjoying the evenings festivities, I was pleased to see Gerry Koehler (photographer) from LA doing what he does so exceptionally well, capturing the moments of a great party! Dan of the Knoty Boys was also in attendance, looking stealth as always in his latex pants and officers coat.

The entertainment was exceptional with chain saws grinding against zippered leather Bikini's and fire works galore! a beautiful blonde woman paraded about and worked a pole with enthusiastic fashion. The crowds cheered on the entertainment and the dancing soon followed. Pictures to follow soon.

VenusDeMila~

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